That is very good work. Are you drawing with pencil, ink, or what kind of media? Your work, in my opinion, is salable art. Have you though about drawing in something other than a bound notebook? Everyone finds their muse in their own way. I hate to see a person disappointed in any way, but your creative outlet to relieve the disappointment is much healthier than the destructive habits adopted by some when they are disappointed. I hope you are now feeling better.